I had the most glorious weekend. Chris and I went to see Mimosa at Segredos. It was amazing. I can’t really describe how much I enjoy EDM shows. They’re just so freeing. I love to dance and feel the music flow through me. It’s so liberating. People keep telling me I am a really good dancer. This drunk girl told me I was SUUUUPERRR gorgeous.
I just love Chris so much. I really do. We spent the whole day together yesterday - we ate breakfast and walked around in the sun and smoked weed and watched TV and cuddled and took a nap and walked in the sun some more and smoked some more weed and watched movies and cuddled some more. I am so in love with him I don’t even know what to do. We’re so goofy together. He’s like my best friend. The way he looks at me… I can never stop thinking about him. I love him so much.Permalien Classé dans: thoughts
I don’t know what is going on. I have that same in-the-back-of-my-head feeling that I did with Morgan, that it just won’t work between Chris and me. I don’t know what it is. When I’m with him, I love being with him. But when I’m alone, I just feel a little weird. He’s still such a bad kisser. And he’s an asshole. Not to me, but to other people he is. He’s very sweet to me. But I just feel weird.Permalien Classé dans: thoughts